I don’t feel that I conquered much, or that I conquered what I want to do in my life.
The fact that I am with Paulo puts me in a position that I am where I am because of him.
I recognize he pushes his life and progress and challenges and he gets what he wants and I just watch it.
I wanna fight too, I wanna be successful too. I don’t want that he leaves me behind. I wanna be part of his future.
My acting career is the key. I know I can do other things but my heart still feels I can’t give up.
But I need to be realistic. If I don’t win the job battle, be successful in anyway he eventually will leave me...
I’m afraid of the future coz I feel life is saving me from suffering and is the suffering that challenges us to grow and fight.
I worry of my soul being trapped in an everyday life but I worry this is only a calm wave before the storm.
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