Stop it!

I’m tired to be afraid,
I’m tired to let it be,
I’m tired to have hope ,
I’m tired of waiting for,

No body can say I didn’t take risks,
Nobody can say I haven’t tried,
Nobody can say I’m not giving my best,

But maybe, from where I see, I’m not giving my all,
I’m not trying hard enough,
I’m not being my best! Or honest with me,

I feel I’ll never know, what’s is the point for all this,
I feel lonely, empty, I feel blue.
It seams I’m loosing track of myself.

I am the one to blame!
I’m just getting hard with how life goes,
I’m seeing it’s true colors,
I’m seeing it’s shades of gray!

I need to stop the thoughts,
STOP IT! Stop it!

Those days

Some days you feel that you have what it takes.
That it is just a matter of time, your sun is about to shine.
And there are the other days. The days you feel lost still. You ask what you are doing wrong. Or what are you not doing at all.
And those days others are going to tell you are not good enough.
Don't take it personal, a pure spirit will arm you heart against the sadness that live in others.