Do you believe?

It gets into a point where your decisions will show how much you believe.
Time flies and I am still trying to stay true to me, who I am.
And you still doubt, Did I try hard enough, did I do all I could?
I justo don't wanna die with this question.
It is been 10 years I wright about me, my loves and experiences... my fears.
So many things happened but I am still afraid to live.

I jumped into another culture looking for inner answer but I still kept afraid of the dark.
I've done so much, not enough to feel strong and happy fully.
I want but I have to make this desire to grow and take over me.
I have to make it explode where nothing be left apart from this true.

I need to find. See inside me. I know what makes me happy.
I need to be strong with myself and make it happen.