Is it time to let go?

All that I believe is what I always known,

Since the beginning, before I was born,

I think you’re born knowing everything,

You are connected with the light,

With the universe, you’re a part of a galaxy explosion flouting lose,

Once you grow up, life on earth attract you,

Trick your mind to make you forget where you came from. 

You learn how to behave in society,

How tho shut up your inner voice,

To not discuss, to not discord, to not criticize.

They make you believe they’re right you’re wrong. 

But life does curves, always find a way...

Your just need to believe and let it go.

Live it now

Sometimes I feel that everything I’m living is a great gift.

I don’t feel that I conquered much, or that I conquered what I want to do in my life. 

The fact that I am with Paulo puts me in a position that I am where I am because of him. 

I recognize he pushes his life and progress and challenges and he gets what he wants and I just watch it. 

I wanna fight too, I wanna be successful too. I don’t want that he leaves me behind. I wanna be part of his future. 

My acting career is the key. I know I can do other things but my heart still feels I can’t give up. 

But I need to be realistic. If I don’t win the job  battle, be successful in anyway he eventually will leave me...

I’m afraid of the future coz I feel life is saving me from suffering and is the suffering that challenges us to grow and fight.

I worry of my soul being trapped in an everyday life but I worry this is only a calm wave before the storm. 

Where are you?

Tell me about your passions,

But tell me the truth, not what you think I want to hear!

Tell who you think you are, not who people say  you are. 

Tell me about your fears, you can cry if you want,. 

I know you. Even when you are trying to improvise. 

I know you, even when you are not sure, even when you think you’re not enough.

It would be easier to forget, 

Just easier to give up and become nomb, insensitive.

Maybe it would be just easier.

Easier if you ignored your guts and surrendered to the ignorance of those who just survive not live.